One of the things I really enjoy about reading the letters of the New Testament is that, in them, we often get a glimpse into the mind and life of the apostle writing them. We believe that Scripture is inspired by God but also that the human writer plays an important role. This is a good thing for us as readers today, because we can frequently identify with the writer–we can share in his joy, in his confidence, in his frustration, or in his pain.
Reading I have been reading through the book of 1 Corinthians, written by the apostle Paul. And with all of the above in mind, a passage that has stood out to me is 1 Corinthians 2:1-5. Here’s what it says:
And I, when I came to you, brothers, did not come proclaiming to you the testimony of God with lofty speech or wisdom. For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness and in fear and much trembling, and my speech and my message were not in plausible words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, so that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God.
Here Paul references when he first came to preach in the city of Corinth. It’s handy that we are able to jump over to the book of Acts and see what the circumstances were surrounding Paul’s arrival in that city. What we see, I think, is that Paul had had a rough number of weeks before he got to Corinth. Acts 16 tells of his ministry in Philippi, which involved being put in prison and beaten. He went from there to Thessalonica, where the gospel begins to spread before an angry mob gathers and threatens the Christians, forcing Paul to move on to the village of Berea (Acts 17:1-9). In Berea, Paul finds a receptive audience, but then the same mob from Thessalonica tracks him down there, “agitating and stirring up the crowds” (Acts 17:13). This again forces Paul to move on–this time to Athens, where he has a chance to preach to the local philosophy-club, and he receives a mixed reception there.
All of this leads to Paul going on to Corinth. When we bring together Acts 16-18 with 1 Corinthians 2, I think we get a picture of a worn-down Paul. He has been going from city to city, and while he has experienced some positive reception to his message, he has also experienced opposition–ranging from active, violent opposition to apathy and disbelief. The struggles of life and ministry have been taking their toll on Paul, so he comes to Corinth “in weakness and in fear and much trembling.” I think these words that Paul uses when he writes to the Corinthians are more than just a sign of humility. They are an accurate representation of what his life was like at that point.
Most all of us have been there before, at least in some sense. Perhaps we haven’t faced the type of opposition or persecution that Paul had, but we certainly know what it is like to have life begin to wear you down. I’ve been there, and I imagine you have as well. We wrestle through marital conflict, or stress at work, or health issues, or unemployment, or overdue bills, or disloyal friends, or feelings of spiritual emptiness. The list could go on and on. Like Paul, we come to a point in life in which we are “in weakness and in fear and much trembling.”
So what did Paul do when he was in that place? He clung as strongly as ever to the message of the Jesus’ cross. He “decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.”
It’s when we are in those deepest trenches of life that we most need to be reminded of the gospel of the cross. In our pain, frustration, and weakness, we need to hear once again that Jesus entered into our pain and into our weakness. He has joined us in the trenches. In Christ, God experienced humanity with all of its struggles, and he demonstrated his power precisely through the weakness he experienced.
So when we are suffering, we remember that we worship a Savior who suffered. When life is wearing us down, we turn to the one who, because he gave his life, offers us life in abundance. Because Christ joined us in our weakness, he extends to us the chance to share in his power. We’re invited to know nothing except Christ and him crucified. And I think that’ll be enough to get us through the day.